We just got back from 24 hours of a viewing/funeral for our friend that passed. It was the worse funeral I've ever been to due to the woman passing so young and with three young children. The emotion was intense.
The whole thing drained us. But, it also reminded us that you don't know how much time you really have. And, we have a whole lot of karate to get done between now and then.
Hoping that you are doing what you want to do with your life while you still have the time.