Today's weight surprised me. I keep waking up waiting to gain ten pounds back. That has been my history for years-lose a few pounds and gain ten back. But, I am starting to think maybe this program is going to work. It is hard to allow myself to hope that the weight will continue to come off but maybe it will....
I turn 41 on April 25. In a few pounds I could finally be under 300lbs. Getting back into the 200lbs. range would do so much for my psyche. It would feel like real progress. So, between you and me, I am going to try to make 299lbs by Monday (the 25th). I am scared that declaring that to the universe means some how I will sabotage myself but I have to try. But, sometimes dreaming big can work.
So, wish me luck!!! A few prayers wouldn't hurt either.
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